NOT in a GOOD MOOD.....

Feeling not very good now...very...very...very stress...

1) My WEIGHT...sgt suka, dia naik balik 2 kilo...huhuhuhu, sgt stresssssss...
2) Dengan perut yg tgh sakit dr bgn tdo pagi td becoz of the gastrikkkk...
3) Dengan air kat rumah yg x dak ni...
4) Dengan bibik yg sgt banyak ckp, terlebih peramah la sejak dua menjak ni....

Maybe sebab hormon x stabil...dh smpai waktunya, angin bulanan dtg...
huhuuhuhu,,,paling menci, x kurus2....menci sgt...4 bln je lg ni...plzzzz...
sihat la wahai perut ku....huhuhuhu

Sedihla...takut nanti pakai bj xcantik...tp mak kata bersyukur la dgn apa yg kita ada...trima diri kita seadanya...
but I have to put extra effort on my wedding, coz this is my wedding...the only wedding I have...I have to..only once n my life, my big day...this is my love destiny....
I really want to do the best for IT..

Now, feeling very down, without any body care about me... (mcm mana org nk tahu sebab saya pun x pernah nk bgtahu sesapa)...that is the real me, I'm really can't express my feeling using a word, if only I can use at least one words to express it...everything gonna be find...very stress right now...my hand still typing, but heart, my eyes, cryng like crazy.... DOWN!!....why?...dunno, I just in silent mode..
Silent means got something goes wrong and something not good happening TO ME....something that I dont likeeeee it to be...

Sedih la...hmmm, x suka rasa mcm ni, x nak la...kn happy kan...xder ape pun yg bg awak sedih, apsal awk nk sedih...awk dah xder keje nk buat ke nk sedih2 ni...awak dah kreatif sgt nk create problm dlm diri awk....
tp saya sedih ada sebab skrg...sakit perut...berat x turun, naik lagi ada, pastu air x dak, pastu pastu bibik tu apsal la kecoh sgt...pastu sebab ada mcm2 benda dlm kepala...if nak tulis pun x tertulis kat sini...
susah la saya ni... I love it to be in, then simpan la sorg2...smpai ms nanti lupa la kan...

Ok, kuatkan semangat...take it easy...everything gonna be find...right... u have a family that always supporting you...u have Mr F...my heart and my soul...berdoa dan ingat Allah swt...InsyaAllah...keep strong....
Chaiyok...chaiyok..

Kelakar juga bila ada blog ni, x pernah la saya buang ms mcm ni meluahkan perasaan, this is first time, tp mmg ni bkn sepenuhnya, I still keep it more...I cant express it, very hard...very hard for Mrs R to be.....
A woman sindrom...hihihihihihihi...